I played this game with him for 2 years. We had kept it PG-13 for two years. Two years of “us” not having sex ‘on the strength of me’ as he called it. And one random date-night, when nothing we scheduled actually went as planned...
I have to STAY BUSY. And this won’t be going out more or spending money on food and even more clothing. It’s a busyness that goes beyond my day job. It’s a busyness that helps validate God’s love in my life.
So lemme tell you guys how I played myself…. For months I have been “crushing” on my pastor’s son! I pay attention to what he’s wearing, where he is in the sanctuary, who he’s conversing with, etc. Seriously, straight middle school/high school shenanigans! To be perfectly transparent (which is the norm when it comes to… Continue reading How I played myself…
I used to wonder what made people really get fed up enough to make drastic changes. After this morning, I think I’m beginning to understand… I HATE/ABHOR/DETEST not being able to “fit” something. It drives me crazy! If you know anything about me, you know I cannot stand owning something and not being able to… Continue reading That Pivotal Moment…
June 1, 2016 Tonight is proving to be challenging. After loads of frustration in getting two inspiration sandals, I decided not to show up 30 minutes late for bible study. Changing my Wednesday night plans, I picked up 3 honey butter croissants from Cheddars, a BK Whopper Jr. and jumped back on the interstate. Locked… Continue reading Daily Debriefing: 6.1.2106
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Why should giving birth or getting married be the only two check boxes on the OFFICIAL WOMANHOOD QUALIFYING SHEET? Answer me this… why Ain't I a Woman?
You know I used to be cool. I did what I wanted to do. No excuses. No explanations . it was all a matter of personal preference. I’d just do me. But that was then. I live differently now. It wasn’t until Saturday night while hanging with my cousin that I realized how… Continue reading Coolness Deferred
(Intro from Part 1) As many of you all know—I desire to be married. Really, I do. In a very earnest and sincere way. But I’ve recently challenged myself to compare my life today as Eve Un-Yoked to how it would be if I had “the infamous ring” resting on my left hand. What happens… Continue reading The Weight of the Ring [Part 4 of 4]
Part 1: As many of you all know—I desire to be married. Really, I do. In a very earnest and sincere way. I want the husband. The children. The stress. The joys, The sadness. All of it. I crave it somehow. I once told my Great Aunt that if I died without ever becoming a… Continue reading The Weight of the Ring [Part 1]