If you are sensitive to unfiltered TRUTH. DO NOT READ THIS. I woke up this morning in a panic. I always do. I face so much anxiety that I don’t know how to handle it. You see, I am 31 years old and have never known the joy of the Lord. PEACE is fleeting… Continue reading UNFILTERED: 10/1/2016
Tag: women
How I played myself…
So lemme tell you guys how I played myself…. For months I have been “crushing” on my pastor’s son! I pay attention to what he’s wearing, where he is in the sanctuary, who he’s conversing with, etc. Seriously, straight middle school/high school shenanigans! To be perfectly transparent (which is the norm when it comes to… Continue reading How I played myself…
That Pivotal Moment…
I used to wonder what made people really get fed up enough to make drastic changes. After this morning, I think I’m beginning to understand… I HATE/ABHOR/DETEST not being able to “fit” something. It drives me crazy! If you know anything about me, you know I cannot stand owning something and not being able to… Continue reading That Pivotal Moment…
Distractions (part 1)
When I was 18 years old I met someone who was spiritually stronger than me. After years of dating me (and really doing everything the wrong way), he came to me one night and said that he "had never been so convicted in his life". Things changed immediately after that. Our relationship was one of those things.
Class…Culture… and all that Lies Between
I understand that the traditional all-American may view class as a measuring stick...but I was raised with the understanding that no matter where you go, what you do, there should be a semblance of respect for yourself and others no matter how austere or luxurious your upbringing.
When all you want to do is say YES…
I am tired of being celibate. There is really no other way to say it. Here’s the background: I was practicing celibacy for 6 years. 6 LONG YEARS. The entire time I struggled in dating because even when you meet “Christian men” for some reason the celibacy talk never goes well. Anyway, just… Continue reading When all you want to do is say YES…
The Good Guy: “Gideon” [Part 2]
I call him Gideon because like his namesake he questions more than he quests. Sometimes in dating relationships a woman wants immediate action. She doesn't want loads of questions and inferences. Keep her confident in you. She wants to know that you’ve got things covered.
Date Night: THE smallest GESTURE…
Oftentimes, women give men such a hard time. We set expectations that are un-realistic and seemingly impossible for men to live up to. And we hold on to these standards as though these minimum requirements are the gateway for any gentleman to become a part of our lives. As a single woman who is striving… Continue reading Date Night: THE smallest GESTURE…
An Issue of Blood
[Written 8/15/12 and never posted]So again this morning, I was feeling so distant from God. I’m not even going to say that I have no idea why, because that would be a lie. I try to be as honest as I can be in my posts without putting myself or anyone else at risk, so… Continue reading An Issue of Blood
Calling my bluff…
Ruth NEVER waited. This is the only thing that plays in my head when I hear a fellow single Christian woman say she’s wating on her BOAZ.It’s the only thing I’ve been hearing in my head for the last couple days after a co-worker explained to me that all I am “is talk”. When she… Continue reading Calling my bluff…
